The Final day of 2009

Early in this morning, i'm still awake, since i jz came back from work.

fewwwww..... breath with a nice fresh early morning air..thats was feel good.. a very last day 2009 of the air.. LOL.

By the way, just a very short post here.

Recently once of my friend, she really not happy, i know she been so hardly to ignore what her ex-bf done to her, until make her gonna crazy and full of frustration.

I dunno what is my position in your heart, but i hope my advice, comfort and support you can get it. Just forget the past alright? I believe you that you can make it.. tomorrow is a very brand new year, new day..everything start with zero, and moving forward!

so a short cut for my previous happening

- shopping

- attending Calvin birthday

- attending Danny birthday

- watch movie (Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 )

So that all my last post for my 2009!

So hope everyone have a great 2010... Happy 2010 New Year.. ALL DA BEST!

My Penang & Langkawi Trip 14-17 December 2009

Sorry for keep you guys waiting for my trip update.But not much i can said..just describe abit abit ba.

Going for a family trip, included us have 3 family going.

Travel from KL --> Penang 4 hours and stay 1 night for at there for day 2 depart to LANGKAWI.

The 1st day we at Penang was just having the foods and go for Batu Ferringi for a night walk. That was a place for a flashback due to a Indonesia Earthquake causing a Tsunami at there.

 Here is the photos for Penang :)

Day 2 - done our breakfast depart to Kuala Kedah Jeti

Took about 1 & half hour to reaching there.

Kuala Kedah Jeti View

Then we took another 1 & half hour for ferry to Langkawi.

Finally we're reach, and rent 2 van for our road trip at Langkawi.

 Eagle Square

Our Hotel - Bella Vista (like Disneyland?)

The view from our hotel.. Great moment!

So our night time was going out searching dinner for eat!

but getting to going there, we're almost lost.

finally get the place that we wanna having our dinner.

the place was called "LAM GUAI FONG" just opposite the Langkawi Aquarium.

their foods was kinda normal, price expensive service bad! banned!

but forget bout it, as long can medic my stomach. haha.

Then back to hotel, and for a drinks.. drinks alots of beer just beside the seaside.

that was kinda cool, listening the wave sound, the feel was kinda great.

Back to hotel for a tight sleep :)

Day 3 - a peak day.

-early wake up for capture sunrise :)

-go to birk park (not kinda worth)

-Black sand beach (just going there to taking a look)

 Black sand beach view

- go to Seven well waterfall

 

Then cable car (this is the most worth place to go)

 

The view from the top was trully awesome!

My father was the photographer.

-Aquarium (not really worth, nothing much to see)

 Only have sharks, penguin, and so on.

Wuhoo back to hotel for a bath! then going out for eat seafoods!!!!!

that was so nice for the dinner.. ICHIBAN!

too bad i din capture the picture, because i was too hungry already.

then back for hotel, beh tahan already, nap a while then go for drink again.

Day 4 - for a morning swim then after breakfast, check out from hotel

depart from Langkawi back to Kuala Kedah Jeti.

around 2 hours back to Jeti, took another 3 hours to BIDOR for having dinner.

hungry again, didn't capture photos.

Then took another 1 hours back to KL.

My conclusion is, i did buy alots of chocolate from LANGKAWI due do friends request :)

Then that my trip with family

-End-

Christmas Dinner

Just a very short update for my Christmas.

Went up for Jaya One - Kissaten for Christmas dinner with my bunch of friends.

Overall the foods is kinda nice, services was excellent :)

 

A nice dinner serve with good friends, with great food & great beer - I LOVE THIS.

Here is the foods that we all eat :) just share with you guys.

That my Christmas day~

闷闷闷

今天工作超闷的，独自一个人的出去吃东西。

想了又想还是想，在我独自一个人在黑夜流浪的时候， 却觉得脑袋空空的。

也许我真的很累吧， 好喜欢朋友的一句，咖啡麻醉不了孤单，啤酒麻醉不了悲伤。

啤酒也许只是麻醉你暂时性的记忆力，悲伤是不能用酒性来解决的。

可是在这几个小时，我都快闷到快疯了。

但公司终于有回了声音效果了，一直重复听着不同的歌。

听得每首歌，觉得好像整个人都在那首歌里面了。心情都由歌来操控我。

闷闷闷~ 还是闷~

偷鸡先，因为有点困了。

其实我真的很想念她啊！

睡！

So what Christmas?!

Was having bad moment for my Christmas eve, get ruins!!!

wake up from sleep, get nagging from my mum, come'on! today is lonely day for me, still wanna nagging me for what, i already no mood still wanna nag, nag, nag, Annoying lo! nvm..!

I suppose going to BBQ dinner before going to work, my family again! didn't told me exactly the place when i reach there, my auntie said is at another place.. i was totally screwed!!!!! back to home, don't want go already, is was totally out of my mood!!! then get scolded again, said why didn't ask properly or what, bla bla bla, hello? can i ask back you guys also didn't told me early also, still blame me?! i got feeling also okay? always think that your son always got wrong? you all always right?! i totally nothing to talk with them, very out the mood ! then no ask then leave to join them BBQ, and i was rather cooking maggi for my dinner! Pissed off!!! god dammit!!!

SO WHAT CHRISTMAS?!!!!!! (finish frustration), but still in angry mood.

but still thanks to my friends was sending greetings to me..appreciate.

Still need to wish everyone merry x'mas.

那感觉又回来？

今天很早就起来了，被梦里呼唤了我起床。

但这感觉好奇怪，因为我体验过这感觉，而这感觉真的又回来了。

怎么啦？我竟然想回你，依然想念着你望着我的眼神，你的笑容。

说会忘记，但也许只能忘记一些部分，但一些值得让你不能忘记，都是永远逗留在你脑海里。

你变得有多不在乎，有不重要，但一切都与我无关了。而我只能会默默的问我心里，你还好吗？因为我得却不想再自讨苦吃了，我对你，你对我，都一切变得好快，就好像一阵风，把它吹得一干二净了。但我不能否认，我最爱的人还是不是你，但我心里回答我说是。可是，并不重要了，也许人生中，你让我真真的爱过了。

现在的我，真的已经开始忘记什么理由让你走，不想再眷恋了。也忘记了什么时候向你挽留，可是也没必要了。

我会为我自己撑下去，也许对你真的只是只有深刻的回忆。

我一个人走下去，能吗？

-完-

Crazy Tuesday

As normal today, wake up in a late noon. 

A great news, when i wake up that time, i didn't feel any pain on my chest already. 

When i breath didn't feel the pain, but my heart there when i press is seem like a little swollen pain.

Although is slowly recover, but still need to take care properly. That my heart!

so decided going for shopping today.. hunt for my CNY things.

Manatau -.- bad thing happen before i going out, tayar pancit!!!! walao weh!!!!

no choice, go change myself since have the spare tayar, and thanks to my neighbour for a help.

What a bad moment for me, last week change car battery, now Tayar..any bad things come to me? 

Please, sekali gus come find me.. so sienz accept bad thing 1 by 1.. fun ah?

Back to shopping - here is the list that what i hunt from 1st day of dec until now!

-futsal shoes

-a zap ba lang watch

-5 shirts (feel not enough)

-1 jeans 

-1 belt 

now is just left a short pants haven't bought! too hard to find the style that i want. :(

so the shopping session is done, then going to drive my mum car going for giving Danny a help.

Fetch products at SOGO for his products shooting, 150 products.. wow is so alots..

Afterthat back to home for reunion, ate my TONG YUEN .. yummy yummy!

Then for movie session! AVATAR.

 This movie was trully awesome!

Graphic everything was brilliant, storyline was trully amazing.

Thumps up! 

Anyway that my day.

Good night guys :)

忧虑

这几个星期，不知道怎么了，心口觉得好疼。

一直到昨天，真的开始痛了，到今天，担心真的好担心。

决定去看医生，可是医生只说我心跳正常。没什么大碍。

也许是我运动激烈，所以导致肌肉酸痛。可是我还是担心啊！

无奈，好无奈！

为什么会这样的！

我怕！真的怕！

我第一次面对这样的恐慌！

我好无奈！！！！！！

分开的第四十四天

今天一起来，脑袋一片空白，就上下网。上下上下那段时间，我迫不急待的就打了个电话给她。也没想到，她接了。我那时的心情就是不懂得怎样表达。而我也不知道为什么会打了这通电话。

不过，我真的只想知道你现在怎样，你最近还好吗？

也聊了一阵子。感觉还好，可是聊了这通电话，整个人都舒服了，就松了一口气。

也发了一封讯息给她：

会不会有下一个，我们都不知道。

就如你所说的，学业还是你最注重。

也不想有什么情情爱爱，那时候你肯接受我，我还蛮幸运的。

但我也终于也从你身上领悟到，你是学业，而我是事业。

先搞好事业，到时候稳定了事业，再看。而你还有那么多年的学业，我相信你能办到。

但我也不可否认，你在学业上会不会遇到更好的一个，如果是，我会祝福你。

有想过去追求回你，但是这个概念已经消失了。

我对自己说，有缘分再说。缘分是一个很奇妙的东西，

也许会我们会重逢？也许会我们会是普通的朋友？也许我们是擦肩而过的陌生人？

我们都不知道，所以还是做回自己想做的事情，看好现在。

虽然我们不再是情侣，当然我还是以前那样当你的听众。

千万别误会，我还对你有意思，因为我只是纯粹尽我能力继续能成为你的听众，

还能不能，需要不需要，我也无所谓，因为我已经忘记我所有悲痛的回忆，

也知道以前怎样美丽，怎样灿烂，都只是曾经。

就是还是会默默的支持你，为你加油。

那当然也不会枉费我自己，没有你，我会好好的过，

而我也相信，没了我，你也会一样好好的过，因为我真的相信，你会过的比从前更好，更快乐，更有自信了。

不说了，因为我还是在继续的生病当中。

生病真的不好受， 快走开啦。

这几天，好多人好多人重复又重复今年的圣诞节怎么过？

的却我有想过怎么过我圣诞节，就当然是带我身边最爱的人去用餐，

去体验圣诞派对，也许会是浪漫的吧。

可惜现在没有情人，而我也纯粹不要那两天休息，

就只好上班算了。

所以我还是献上我最美丽的祝福给我身边的朋友。

圣诞节快乐，Merry Christmas。

i'm sick

What a great day today, because i was MC at home no work.

yesterday when work, suddenly feel not really feeling well.

suddenly hot, suddenly cold.

then finish my work go to nearby my office see 24hours panel doctor.

gosh.. sore throat infection/fever/nose blocking.

aiks.. so decided taking MC today.

so issit a Great day for me today?

分开的第四十二天

回来了，这几天与家人们去了旅行。会update我的行程，去了Penang & Langkawi。

这几天，整个人都松了，心情也静了很多。很奇怪的就是，昨晚一个人拿着一罐啤酒，独自在那里喝，听着失落沙洲的歌，那种上下的心情，让我想起了你。

我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海，

回头才发现你不在 留下我迂回的徘徊，

听着海浪的声音，望着夜晚的星星，那种一次过汹涌的心情，回忆再次翻开。

但回忆过去的你，总是提醒我，不要再爱了，你累了，去休息吧。


就算你少了她的日子，我总不是寂寞，虽然有时候会觉得有点寂寞，

但我还是为我自己而活！我要的是快乐。

所以第四十三天会怎样呢？
当然明天会更好。

对不起一个人，让她四天都那么想我。（不懂是不是）:P

一个人孤军作战，还蛮辛苦的。哈哈。

你要加油哦！

我顶不顺了，要睡了。这几天睡眠不足，一次过睡个够！

晚安了各位！

Nanananana....

Yesterday working, very pissed off because of the stupid air-cond! so hot!!!!!!!

then bored... no mood to work.

Today suddenly will wake up myself.. hehe

hmm, now my mood is beach beach beach, eat eat eat!!!!

hahaha..

Here I come Penang & Langkawi tomorrow...

Take care guys!

Good good night & bad bad day

Yes, Thursday & friday is my off day.

So what i was doing on my this 2 off days?

wake up from sleep, going to cut my hair. Then go back prepare to going out for cheer with my collegues. Is Free :P Since some of them gonna going back to UK & Ireland for their Christmas.

So having Sing K buffet session at Red Box The Curve.

all sing english songs, 1st ever time xD.. wait them sing til very tired, we choose Leo Ku medley song..xD sing 30 minutes with this 2 songs...

Afterthat 2nd round at Santuary, drink & drink...

i'm totally headache after drink so many, obviously is drunk. reach home totally is super drunk!

straight away on bed, head damn heavy. That good i'm drunk, long time didn't have this feel, is can temporary paralyze my memory. Wake up that time, dizzy! mouth full of chivas mix with green tea smell, finally vomit. gosh....!

My friday

Going to apply my new car document, apply loan after that going lunch with my friends, mana tau my car have some problem, force to going back to change car and go to fetch my friends to eat, manatau again, reach that shop, no open! bad luck dou!!!!!! geram!!! then go to help my mum take lappie from service, wait again ><" i thought is done, i said nvm, i done my lunch then come back again, manatau come back again, wait again!!! geram me!!!!! go back and nap!!! don't want fan!Wake up that time, no appetite for dinner, then go out yam cha at Kay Cafe with Candy, Minnie, CK, Sook wan & Shaun.They wanna ask for help since i going to langkawi soon. And wanna pass something to sook wan help me to renewed visa for going China next year :) so still pending on Phuket..!!! Phuket ah Phuket!!!! beach ah beach ah!!! done my yam cha session, then join my football mates for movie session! The Storm Warrior 2... this movie soso la, just image effect & sound effect is nice. Recently i also watch so many movies, Astro boy, Ninja Assasin... then next movie is Avatar, and Treasure Hunter.. done my movie session. Reach home, i'm get sick!!!! what the hell, fever!!!

And Today i just going to repair my stupid car..just came back not long..

My car battery gonna dead soon.. what the hell!!!!!!!

Sienz...

Nap a while 1st...

Bye bye..

Su Ling Birthday

5.12.2009

A friend of mine birthday.. Ms Su Ling! You're very officialy 21 years old le!

a short story how i friend with this girl. I know her from Mikka, i think she join mikka oftenly with us, that why we started very close, and know each other :)

So that day i was get invited for joining them for dinner, actually that just wanna have a photographer :p since got 4 girls there. Luckily that day i was working night shift, so can have a birthday dinner with them, then only going to work. so there decided going to BubbaGump - The Curve having dinner.

A good place to cheer, because birthday girl need to stand up at the chair, same like The Friday, but BubbaGump stuffs is more Awesome & friendly!and the dinner was so nice.

My set was so full, is killing me :( should share with them.

This is mine :(

 This is nice xD

 Mashed potato is nice

Us :)

Anyway that a day for the birthday girl

I love you because you're my friend :)

You girls really my best friends, when i have problem, you girls always with me :)

Thanks to god, because i have friends like you girls so good.

Happy birthday once again to you SU LING. MS Potato!

And we love Bubba Gump too :P

无聊

刚起床,今天不是睡得很好，也算了，因为今天会是美好的一天。 

因为最近我都做晚班了，所以每当我放工回家路程中，看见从黑夜慢慢的转成白天，我就会很高兴，因为又是新的一天。哈哈，但一些就说，看见从黑夜慢慢的转成白天，我就会很懒惰，因为又是上班的时候，然后白天我就很烦恼，因为有得工作！真得很累，反而看到白天转变成黑夜更开心，因为又是时后放工回家。

也许当时的我刚好有这想法吧。

今天有公司的聚会，所以等等就要去剪头发。

想到这个月，真的穷到。唉，年尾就是这样。

-完-

礼物

刘力扬 - 礼物 

终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜 翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步
我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年
又回到原点

你送的礼物 会不会太特别 
毫不避讳 那不安的传言
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆 把过往走一遍
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
就像每段爱 总会有终点

世上最残酷的 恐怕是时间
困住人 一切却还向前
干涸的眼 再挤不出一点咸
爱到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步
却跟不上你的脚步
你满意了
为什么我却只想要哭

你送的礼物 会不会太特别 
毫不避讳 那不安的传言
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆 把过往走一遍
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
就像每段爱 总会有终点

你说做自己吧
我们都做回自己
不要再为爱受委屈

你送的礼物 原来是一场劫
终于分别 夙命一样准确
可笑到想要 你赔给我时间
爱情有时廉价得可怜

光著脚我一路奔跑
鲜血泪水一路狂飙
收起我的骄傲
承认曾经备受煎熬
鞋上那记号
只有你能明了
过了这一夜
我就全忘掉。

翻阅了与你最后的回忆，终于的我能摆脱了你。
做回自己，也没必要再为爱受委屈了。

一切都由新的起点，从新出发了。

我能体会到你的礼物，你的礼物就是带给了我成长。

我会珍惜，我把它埋藏在心里。 
你是我的骄傲，谢你了。

 永远的回忆~

我累了，真的累了，也疯过了，也泪过了，为你泪了一次，没有下次了。

我的喜怒哀乐由回我自己决定了。

-完-

突然的回来

今天很突然，真的很突然，我尽然会发生这些事。

对不起，我真的不想发生的。

你们别问我，到底发生什么事。因为我告诉了小妹，只有她懂。

所以就让它过去吧。

对不起我是坏人。

一个好消息就是，我终于摆脱我对你的想念。

每段恋情总会有终点，当你爱到累了，自然而然的你会放弃的。

我会有下个恋情吗？

我不懂,就好像今天所发生的事情，根本就是没感觉。你我都懂，对不对？

我的心，只想安安心心的去玩，享受，尽乐。等我玩到累的时候，自然而然，就会有一个出现了，没必要真的去浪费时间去寻找。

原来只是梦一场！梦醒了，一切又恢复成原来的样子了！

累, i'm so tired, i need 24 hours sleep :)

Will update Su Ling Birthday sooner ~

Will be back for further Notice

Just wanna to be alone for few week.

will not be blogging here :) just wait me update.

because recently done alots useless thing to her, wasting my time to her.

only 1 thing i can said to her, i'm sorry for everything.. break up still wanna mess up all the things.

See ya.

Take care guys..

Last Month

Here we are having the last month of the 1st day.

time really passing very fast. And me was just waking up.

I have no choice, i sleep later but wake up early.

this is my 2nd day being like this.

As i know, i can't really sleep well.

i think of others things also can't sleep well.

because i never saw you, hear you fall down like that.
I was dreaming you, i was so sad, wake up that time my bed is wet. i drop tears inside my dream!

i know i can't with you for sharing anymore.

i know i can't said to you like tis anymore " Bii , dun cry dun cad.. Dear always with you here, got me here everything will be ok "

but i just can send my comfort to you, just wanna you know be happy always always no matter what tough & stress life you having. because i believe you can make it, you're such a clever & smart girl. So you will overcome it. wipe your tears, and just show them how good you are!

I know i wasting my time again, for thinking useless again.

but i still want her good and wish her.

Tired ~ tired ~ tired ah~~~~