别浪费时间了

快要早上六点了，而我却还傻傻的还不要去睡。

因为刚读过你的部落格 ，也知道你一直都为功课在忙。

而那瞬间，我真的蛮担心，也很想去关心。

而你，是觉得没必要。因为你一直都能照顾自己，独立的女子。

可是不是每件事都顺顺利利的,人生总是有起落，我不是看不起你能不能做到。

而是我觉得人的力量和体力是有限。所以你的健康还是重要。

我好想发讯息给你，关心你。

可是我知道一定是浪费时间而已。

也不必要为你而担心了。因为各走各路。

想关心，但我只能够为您祝福，希望你能渡过功课的难关。

我不会再浪费我自己的时间，也和你一样。

只想一心一意的工作，吃喝玩乐。

我想开心，我不想因为你的分开，变得不像我自己了。

如果没有你，我不会有伤心，

如果没有你, 我不会有快乐,

我必须乐观，这样的我才会保持健康。

我领悟的比失去更多。谁伤害了谁也不重要。

只要记得，要活得比从前更快乐，要简单的生活。

简单就是快乐，快乐就是简单。过后才会有简单的幸福。

我知道我可以的 。

这世界不是只有你一个女孩。

我干嘛还期待？做好自己想要做的事情，自然而然缘分一到，她会是你的。

不是我的，我不想再去想了。

挽回的概念，忘了吧。

该走的就让她走吧，我不会有损失。

因为我爱我现在的生活。

Sleepless Night

Wow What a day for my public holiday since i have working.

Boring working day, is seem like having weekend life xD.

anyway, today i was bored till dead, but bored till make me remind on searching someone profile.

is Ashlee, my previous ex.

once i looking back her profile, i dunno i am sad or happy.

but sure is happy for her, since she found her happiness and start her new life long time ago.

That great for her, she very happy than before. hope she keep going doing well also :)

i feel happy to know her news by FB way.

i gained more than i lost.

few more hours later, dad & mum will be going off Malaysia for travel for 1 week.

bored, you know why? because need take care my brother la, then my dad pets la. haiz..

i hate doing this but i love my pets... :P lucky got my younger bro take a look of this.

ok la Tomorrow will be work 5pm.

can sleep more late abit :)

Night everyone

Holiday ?

Just back home not long ago..

not much update here, just today working feel not so feeling well.

Back pain, Neck pain, eyes itchy, sore throat, leg pain.

Alamak, so many pain.. i need a good massager? any suggestion? not that extra service that kind ah -.-

so tomorrow is a Malaysia Holiday - Hari Haji for all malays peoples.

usually i was holiday, but don't want la, got double then work luu. money leh...

Alright My target is back!

-Counting down for getting my new car ! mostly next year January.

-Aiming getting a new futsal shoes! will be get back to futsal life - although i play less, but need sport!

-Chinese New Year stuffs!

-A nice watch? - no need branded, as long is nice & decorative.

-working shirts & shoes - normal normal ok luu

-A new belt ! - Quicksilver geh...

-Travel - is on jor (Mount Bromo, Shanghai) - Next year - maybe (Phuket & Malacca)

-A new phone? (wait it chan 1st) hahaha...

-Working hard - (to promote & increment )

Thats all my wish list..

So about her i not much to said, as long as she feel happy if she want do that.

i respect her. i won't waste your time anymore.

过去了又改变什么?浓情爱恋都已陌生 - that what you want now - strangers life.

-End-

我并不是快乐的

今天原本是快乐的一天，朋友约了去唱k。

但后来每当点的一首歌，总是会想起了你。

安静，远远这首歌，总是觉得自己很不甘心，想给自己机会去挽回。

或许还有机会，可是的你的狠心，让我真的再一次的受伤！

你让我真的越来越想离你很远很远了。

我不是要你可怜我，因为我对感情是重视。

你让我的心真的很累了，也许你所说的对，不要再浪费大家的时间了。

而你觉得要成为陌生人会让你觉得快乐。我不懂，就随缘吧。

做回自己了。

我也不懂写些什么了。

只好的说，我终于彻底也狠心的离开了。

朋友们，我不是懦弱，因为我不想隐藏我对她的念念不忘！

也许我失去了也是另一种获得吧，没有她，我不会有迁就，也不会有容忍。

谢谢你带给我的快乐。

谢谢你让我改变了。

今天的我就是很不开心！我不哭！因为我没有那么脆弱！

Alone Day

What a tiring monday i have..
sunday working back, 5am only sleep, but can't sleep well.
8am wake up, 10am fall back sleep, but still can't sleep well!!
What going on to me?
then 1pm wake up, gosh... eyes very pain, then go for eyes check up.
but lucky not really serious, no need wear spec... xD

so decided going alone to KLCC shooting.. haha..
gosh from my place to PJ meet yin get tripod after PJ to KLCC..
walao, so early reach there...dunno do what.. beside shooting only.. ><

Afterthat 7 sumthing, go join the gathering..THE RETURN OF YVETTE.
since she already at Europe been some time for study & travel. finally she back !
haha.. so having steamboat with bunch of my buddies afterthat 2nd round at STATION one. Really what a day, i really tired til can't even talk for 2nd round. :( then comeback edit & upload pic.. haha..

I can alone eating lunch,
I can alone for jalan jalan,
I can alone for going taking photos.

I'm feel that really is the best way to leave us alone.
you're right. i still on the road to forget you.
but my heart is really tired. is damn tired.

我爱他

很累的晚上，我也不知道怎么了，
晚上做工开始发作了，劲很痛，头又晕。
也许我真的很累了，真的很累了。
该放下的，都把她放下了，我们都不属于我们了。

仿佛的重复听着我爱她的歌.......

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我真的累了。
困~

Friday Night

As usual today, just keep on working..
but bored....

So today she again depressed what he doing again..
call me for a chat, i nothing else can comment...
i just can lend my ears to you, let you frustrate all.
still the same, don't think too much, everything will be alright.
Tomorrow is a new day.

So just now find them yam cha..
they still ask me the same thing..
Are you alright? i just answer them, everything is alright..
thanks from you guys concern.. i will know how to handle it.
at there just keep on eat & eat.. i also dunno why..
hahaha...

but still is the sleepless night since jz now i eat so much ><

Night to all people...

Let you be...

What a day... thanks to my boss suddenly spent us for dinner.. :P
Pizzahut.. 2nd day for my fast food as my dinner.. yesterday KFC, how about tomorrow?

And feel worried about my healthy now..
no worries.. is not a big sick or what, is just my eyes have little problem..
i dunno issit am i over worried or what, but is seem like nothing la...
but still have to go check..

Argue again...
you think that my temper is bad, easy get mad, bad attitude..
did you think why you making me like that? only you will start get mad?
can you think fair a bit? busy very mean to you for using excuse? a small reply cannot?
where is the manners? father mother also got teach us, if ppl ask you thing, at least give people respond, i this call spam you? why you think that only your thinking is right?!
i know everything is not important already..
since you said till like leave you alone! i will leave you alone! until futher notice! i don't think is will happen.. just let it be...

You're really making me sad... making me hurt... Last time you didn't ever to using words to hurt me... but i did get hurt.. non-stop bleeding.. not i don't want to forget you ! is every single of the memories is making me very missing you! I very hate that i loving you so much... bullshit tears!!!!

i can't pretend!
i can't act!
i can't fake anymore!

Totally speechless...

I'm sorry ...

Tuesday Night

Aww.. a tiring night..
Even i no mood, but i still have my bunch of my friends, my family.
i just wanna ignore those flash back.
so going out with my best mates again..yam cha at STATION ONE.
so chit chat along, very happy, talk trip again.. hahaha excited!
Shanghai trip feel like not enough, they are persuade me going Phuket.
Haha.. but i was said lets see how 1st, because maybe after Shanghai trip, still need to see how much budget i left... you guys always the best la.. said wan go then go...

After next round, they suddenly said wanna go Kajang go eat satay.. LOL
we go find our old school mate some more. CHAN CHENG KHOON... haha !!
but too bad all satay shop close and sold out... :(
so decided go yam cha only... nvm la next time 1st.
is been very long time din met up this fellow le, since he move to Kajang stay.
he still the same, but he change already, friendly & kind.
as we all said human will change, but depend change good or bad.
then find back all the previous staffs to chat, happy, funny everything come out.
that is our high school memories, that time how we popular, how we famous..
is totally true de oh, haha...

Time also getting late, he also wanna work later, so next time we do meet up again :)
hahaha..

what a tiring night i have, since i'm the driver.
i still remember you will said so late don't drive anywhere la, very dangerous ah..
if got people fetch you still ok la.. but i still very careless in driving in night..
maybe my eyes have some problem, need go check le.

so that my night :)
anyway i feel much better, since i laugh a lot, everything will be alright..
thanks guys, although you guys really don't know what going to me before..
but you guys really bringing me a lot of cheers, a lot of laugh..
and thank to you too :) i got your message :)
no worries :) i'm happy here..

Night.

Out of the mood

Why everytime find you, sure will argue ?
did you stand my side to thinking that i'm trying my best to forget?
try to not disturb your life?
Why you always wanna think like that?
Why you wanna misunderstand me?
I not dragging you! is just you avoid.. wanna be a stranger with me !

am i sending a message to you, ask you how are you? issit over?
i'm not always! don't compare me with others!

i really trying, really trying my best.

You making me so sick !
You making me so frustration !
You making me so missing !

You Tired i not tired?!!

You want me forget then forget? Every piece of you, wanna me to forget, is killing me!
is just like a shooting gun shooting me.. is pain, is bleed !

I still need some time to forget.. put it down is true...
i never denied that i din missing you ! never denied...
i admit !!!!

2 weeks? 3 weeks? 1 month ? 2 months? and so on... have to cool down...

have to be alone while 1st...

2012

Finally i got da chance watching 2012 this movie!!
from last friday buy today geh movie ticket... damn excited after bought it!
so today watch with my friend.
inside the room.. is damn cool. Afterthat back to warm le.. xD
not even wanna going to toilet.. haha.. too fantastic & amazing of this movie..
got some part is touching.. really.. so my comment on this movie..
awesome! fantastic! nice! Amazing! is really "WOW"
i'm totally stunt hold California is gone, Hawaii become volcano eruption place.
A tsunami high than a Mountain Everest.. is totally unbelievable!
I'm totally very enjoy of this movie.
And of cos i do learn something on this movie, no matter what will going on, and 2012 is come, we do appreciate what we have now, don't be so selfish,FAMILY always important!
we must love them & ourself too :)
Anyway please take care ya my friend :) since you get sick le.

Afterthat joining my Best mates yamcha.. ck, sook wan & Ivan.
too bad candy can't join :P because find her not the right time... because she wanna sleep.
Sorry la...
having many nice chit chat night with them,
I'm really happy still have you guys here...
hehe.. nice..

That my night..

My Target List

Here is my Target List:

1. Enjoy, enjoy, enjoy!
2. Travel, travel, Travel!
3. New Car, New Phone, preparation of the CNY stuffs.
4. Work harder

wanna enjoy to the max, take some time to rest,
very looking forward my surabaya & shanghai trip.
and of course i do happy have a new own car soon ..
phone need to changing touch screen.. CNY stuffs many of things need buy..gosh.
Like nice shirts, pants and a belt...
Wow!

Excited !

How about you all? and how bout you?
anyway i hope you & guys do have enjoy the life to the peak.
no matter what going on.. we must LIVE for now !!!!
Take care.

YUHOO going for watching 2012 luu... :P
don't fall asleep & can't keep going toilet ..plan START haha !

喜 怒 哀 乐

喜

上个星期过了我22岁的生日了。我又老一岁了。哈哈。
那两天的休息，朋友们也帮我庆祝了。跟我三个好友去吃火涡，
谢谢你们哦，吃得好饱哦。哈哈。然后吃饱了也没什么事情做。
最后他们说去打bowling哈哈！好久也没去打了。
打到一身酸。过后回去CK家坐坐，就这样子倒数我的生日。
讯息也各自来了，谢谢你们。fb的讯息也爆满。超感动的。真的很谢谢你们。
然后正日，谢谢你送我的礼物。
过后与家人吃饭，哈哈，吃螃蟹。我生日当然要叫好的吃啦。谢谢我的家人。
过后又与我另一班的朋友庆祝，去了ｓｓ２旺角聚一聚，然后生日的那天会有免费的大大杯奶茶。哈哈。过后工作人员拿了蛋糕过来，我就觉得很奇怪为什么他们懂我的外号。
然后他们就说我笨，说他们买来为我庆祝的。哈哈。超感动的。谢谢你们。
过后又去唱ｋ，哈哈超兴奋的。就这样的我的２２岁的旅程开始了。
谢谢Ivan, Jeff, Kerrie, Alkie, Yin, Yong, Yoon, Alex, Chan Keat, Sook Wan, Candy还有她。和我度过这２２岁的生日。



怒

昨天终于忍无可忍了，也是我人生中的第一次！
他是我学院的好友，他的人其实并不差。不过后来女友的分开，让他变了。
一直到出来工作，脑海只想着钱，却没想过朋友的感受也很烦。
其他的朋友都觉得了，只是他们不想做得那么绝！而我这次直接和他绝交！
因为让我很生气的就是，他最近不懂搞什么网站，要求我帮他宣传。
我回答说，尽量啦。没想到，他竟然很没有脑。一直spam我的和我朋友的FB。
我看不过眼，找他理论，他说管你什么事？你Kacau到我的朋友就不对。很烦你知道吗？
他们并不是你做生意的工具！自己的生意，你当然自己想尽办法去搞，不是利用！
还说我，是兄弟的就帮我，威胁我？直接说我看你都是没帮我的啦。还说什么兄弟，我要的是赚钱而已。去死啦，你知道你很烦吗？我要忍到现在？每次打来，一直问这个地方这样去，那边去，他们看到你的电话来临都怕，而为什么我还接？因为我还当你是朋友！可是昨天的那一刻并不是了。watt人请你吃饭厉害，贪人家便宜你又厉害，吹水也蛮厉害，甘拜下风！
友谊不是这样的！你自己保重！还说风凉话，没有你们不用紧的。你就错了！就算你要让我们知道你有多能干，多有钱，也不关我们的事，因为我看不起这样的人！

哀

与她没在一起了。详细的不多说。因为过去了。
而我没想过，会那么容易放下，但是心里还是想着你。
因为开心还是在我的画面中。一切只能回忆。
一直听着．．．．．．

“我不是一定要你回来，只是当又一个人看海，回头才发现你不在 留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来， 只是当又把回忆翻开，除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱”

过后每当的下雨天，就是．．．．．

“下雨天了怎么办 我好想你，不敢打给你 我找不到原因
期待让人越来越沉溺，
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味”

就是我的感受！不过我也告诉了你，我不会再为你掉眼泪。因为就算怎样伤心都已经是事实了。无法改变，也不要逃避事实了。我该去面对。祝福你吧。
还是需要时间来忘记。因为我们是人类不是铁人。
我很好，真的很好。放心吧。

乐

好高兴的，终于买了去上海的机票！好期待！真的好期待！
因为过后的这几个月都好向出去玩，但这几个月里的钱真的流得很快，
因为买了机票，然后要买年货，然后下个月Langkawi。明年换车。但一切都是值得的！
努力工作，才是最重要！希望我明年的plan顺顺利利啦。真的好兴奋，哈哈。

I'm Back

I'm back for blogging.

with using another new blog name..
going to having a new life at here :)


guys i will be more update my last week birthday celebration.
I know last week, is a really happening week.
but i still can overcome it.

I promise i will be OK
and do update everything.

Take care all my friends.