National Day

Happy National Day to all Malaysian.

Just a very short update here

- sing k after work with my friends yestereday

- rest & stop thinking

- stomach pain due to dunno drink what at k box cause me keep on toilet

-waiting my new gadgets (coming soon) HTC Desire..

- cut hair/ coloring hair (tomorrow)

-movie tomorrow (maybe)

And hopefully Malaysia can done something,

since rasicm keep on happening recently..

Make it peaceful ok?

讽刺？

如果你真的认为我对你说的每一句话是一种讽刺而让你受委屈，

　

　我选择沉默。

　

　脑累，

　体累，

　心累，

我只知道，穿了你给回我的冷衣。

　此刻的我，有多想你吗？

T I M E

I never to said giving up, 

myself giving a chance..

How much i Love you, that i know for myself,

How much i Love you, you have to rate bout me..

I just know that, since both of us is still loving each other..

giving up like this, is really a waste..

I know time will decide..

We will not know what the next will happen,

We can't predict..

Unless our feel is really slowly slowly fade away..

But i believe that fate always come back to us...

I really believe... 

Maybe yes? Maybe No?

We won't know...

By the way, just wanna let you know,

although we're separate,

my heart is never stop to loving you..

Please take good care of yourself..

I know you're tough

I always believe that you're tough..

No worries about me that i will sad anymore...

as i said before, i need to walk out the sad emotion..

and move on...

Since is happen, why not move on to another step and change it?

Time will prove everything..

and please don't torturing yourself..

you need a good rest.. your stuffs is need you more..

T A K E C A R E

New Plan

Feel fresh, seem like having another strong battle in my life.

since already happen, i can't stay this sad emotion for so long moment,

i have to walk out the sad emotion and going to search my comfortable life.

We should know what we really want,

Tyring to change,

Trying to improve,

Trying to understand,

No guarantee what the next step will be....

Alright, Zacc is back :)

But in this moment, i was headache bout changing something new.

I need a New gadget... I Phone?

but currently lack of stocks..

if no, plan fail lo.... :(

Other than that, new hair style and coloring my hair.

but my hair style nothing much can change -.-

And next month Phuket!

will be a great vacation to let me relax...

After that have to make up a plan for my birthday celebration,

I know is early..my style is don't like last minute to plan.

Alright! that all for me today..

Phew...have a deep breath right now...

感觉

一个人的感觉，

　真的好无奈，

　

　这个时候，你的一切，

　所有的一切，我们的一切一切！

　

　我很想念了！

　

　每一刻的我们！

　我，好想继续下去.......

　

这时候的我们，

　无能为力了。

真正的感情根本不需要追的。
两个人的默契，在慢慢将两颗心的距离缩短，在无意识中渐渐靠近彼此。从好朋友到情人，真正的感情是用不了多久的。从你喜欢上他的那一刻起，也许他也在那一刻喜欢上了你。真正的爱情需要两个人在一起是轻松快乐的，没有压力。
爱一个人不是毫无保留地付出我们首先是属于自己的，而不是把我们的全部都给对方。如你不愿意说的隐私，有秘密的人才是成熟的，有时候不说出来反而更好。
外貌和个性哪个更重要？男人年轻的时候往往喜欢漂亮的女子，25岁以后，会选择和自己性格合适的女子，能和自己一起过日子的人。喜欢一个人，太急切了，反而不好。越想得到的越得不到；得到了也很难珍惜，来得快去得也快。细水长流，爱情会更长久。
相 爱容易相处难。相处中最重要的是宽容和妥协，在信任和了解的基础上。否则任何两个人都无法相处。纯纯的爱也许只有一次，但是真爱未必只有一次。时间会抚平 一切伤痕。我们其实是可以爱上很多人的。我们不是喜欢某个人，而是喜欢某种类型的人。先来的人和我们相遇了，于是我们幸福地走到了一起；对于后到的人，只 能抱以歉意，同时，祝福他早日找到属于他自己的幸福。
爱一个人，很多时候实际上是习惯了这个人现实和浪漫哪个更重要？现实。没有现实为基础，浪漫就是空中楼阁。大学校园的爱情往往随着毕业而告终，大多是因为不现实，不在一个城市。只有相互欣赏相互佩服各有所长的人，才会碰撞出最美丽的火花，也才会结出最甜美的爱情果实。
分 手后我们还可以做朋友吗？最好不要。剪不断，理还乱。过去了就过去了，我们不是生活在过去，而是现在。爱情不等于生活，只是生活的一部分。不要因为自己长 相不如对方而放弃追求的打算，长相只是一时的印象，真正决定能否结合主要取决于双方的性格。帅哥配丑女，丑女配帅哥的太多了。恋爱的时间能长尽量长。这最 少有两点好处：一，充分、尽可能长的享受恋爱的愉悦，二，两人相处时间越长，越能检验彼此是否真心，越能看出两人性格是否合得来。
如果两人 彼此倾心相爱，什么事都不做，静静相对都会感觉是浪漫的。否则，即使两人坐到月亮上拍拖，也是感觉不到浪漫的。是否门当户对不要紧，最重要应该是兴当趣 对，不然没有共同语言，即使在一起，仍然会感觉到孤独。持久的爱情源于彼此发自内心的真爱，建立在平等的基础之上。爱情既是风险投资，难免有去无回，失恋 是再正常不过的事情。爱过，就够了。既然不能在一起，总有不能在一起的理由。不能因为别人负了你，就不负责任地游戏、报复或是堕落，自己演的戏，总要自己 收场的。何况，他不爱你，你做什么他都不会在乎。如果爱上，就不要轻易放过机会。莽撞，可能使你后悔一阵子；怯懦，却可能使你一辈子后悔。没有经历过爱情 的人生是不完整的，没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的。爱情使人生丰富，痛苦使爱情升华。你可能习惯与现在的恋人，明明不太喜欢，但在一起久了，习惯使人不 太愿做新的选择。人生会面临无数次选择。当给你机会选择时，你一定要谨慎；一旦你做出了选择，就永远不要后悔；拿得起，放得下，该断则断，该忘记的，就把 它忘记；该珍惜的，就要把它珍惜
我们总说："我要找一个很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。"但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，你却无法 回答他，因为你自己也不知道。没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。可是后来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。假如从来 没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之后才会发现的。或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中 百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过，在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没有发觉而已呢？所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧，他或许已经等你 很久了。当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。所有的期待和希望都只有七八分，剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压 力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。所以请记住，喝酒不要超过六分醉，吃饭不要超过七分饱，爱一个人不要超过八分。
如果你也正在 为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：爱一个人，要了解也要开解；要道歉也要道谢；要认错也要改错；要体贴也要体谅；是接受而不是忍受；是宽容而不 是纵容；是支持而不是支配；是慰问而不是质问；是倾诉而不是控诉；是难忘而不是遗忘；是彼此交流而不是凡事交代；是为对方默默祈求而不是向对方诸多要求。 可以浪漫，但不要浪费，不要随便牵手，更不要随便放手。
浪漫的人这样描述与爱人的相逢：千万人当中，在时间的无涯的荒野里，没有早一步，也 没 有晚一步，刚巧赶上了。两个人好着的时候，你不妨就这样想吧。如果不好了，你要明白是否和某人在一起，不过是一个再简单不过的概率问题。数千个擦肩而过 中，你给谁机会谁就和你有缘分，纵没有甲，也会有乙。别傻等那种想像中的木石前盟般的缘分了，生活中哪有那么多传奇。别醒着做梦了，难道你忘了艺术虽然来 源生活，却还高于生活吗？没有谁是我们一生非拥有不可的.

- Blog Down -

Will disappointed to all of you again.

Zacc is single, maybe available.

will be back for blog when he settle down everything.

Take care everyone

昨晚，可算是幸运吧，给打枪。

因为我的车停到很远，再加上那边没有街灯。

而他们只是求财而已，把我身上的钱都给了他们，

然后一跑了之，不然我身上最宝贵的物品都保不住。
因为那物品是保存着我与你的一切。不想就这样失去。

话回为了你我的事情，一切还是多么的不开心。

而我从来没看见你发脾气和生气的样子。

对不起，还是的对不起。

原谅我的幼稚，

原谅我的无耐心，

原谅我突然对你发了脾气，

你说的一字一句，我会记住。

因为我的冲动，我的过分，想回去我得却是真的错了。

我知道你还在气我。

我不希望我们再为了一些小小事情而争吵了。

我真心的知错了。

我还是那一句，我真的好不喜欢这冷战的感觉。

很不好受。

不开心就是不开心了，

我只希望你的气会消了。

还有我会像以前那样，一直支持在工作的你。

不会埋怨了。因为你告诉我最近的你会比较忙了。

我只希望会有属于我们的时间，我会尽量的去配合你。

还有，也知道你会很忙很忙，

要好好照顾自己，好好休息，尽量让自己早点休息，

因为你还蛮容易生病的。

而我，也知道自己不会好到哪里去，

我也会好好照顾自己，因为这些都是小问题。

我该像你学习，不会倒！

我会珍惜你给我的一切。

War

Tired..

every week of the saturday & sunday will be very busy..

is really start getting busy and more busy on those weekend..

Tomorrow waiting busy til finish work..

hope everything going fine.. i bet myself won't cause any mistakes on it.

because i always stay confidence and give my 100% on it...

Lucky 1 of the new staff is on the track... but 1 of the old stuff,

no need think of it.. no eyes see.. we will cover everything.. just sit there and continue his msn..dine in hell tomorrow!

Good luck to all of us... excluded him..

To my babe, same as her too ^^

I know next week she is getting more busy due to lack of staffs working.

+u o...

Z&C的故事(19)

Today my babe sick sick :(

bring her see doctor, dinner then back to my place help me edit pic pic, then continue her jobs.

Love to see my babe when she was around me..

Love to make my sot sot to make her happy happy, laughing...

Dun think for the past, look for now...

I will trying to learn from mistakes.

I will trying to control well and control well again my temper...

I'm sorry & I Love you.

Appreciate the day with you.

Remember take your medicine, if not you won't recover.

Finish all the antibiotic ya.. clever.

Z&C的故事(18)

Expendables with babe..

Thanks because she watch again with me...

because i still haven't watch :(

afterthat back to silver spoon have our dinner :)

My babe... sweet sweet ^^

Here is the foods

After dinner, we all set to Shah Alam - I. City

My Babe with her friends :)

Here we are ^^

Amazing and nice lighting decoration place :)

My Favourite Pic :)

-End-

七夕情人节

祝天下所有的有情人，

七夕情人节快乐。

　要幸福，

要开心哦。

　

当然我也对我的宝贝说声，

　宝贝，七夕情人节快乐。

　爱你哦

Z&C的故事(17) - 1 month

Happy 1 month anniversary my babe :)

Our Trust,

Our Believe,

Our Caring,

Our Understanding,

When ever, no matter how, 

i'm happy together with you, spent the time together.

share the joy, share the sadness,

share the happiness, share the frustration.

I will continue doing my best to treat you as my good girlfriend,

I will continue doing my best to take care of you,

I will continue doing my best love you as much as i can..

Love you much my babe..

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And thanks for babe waiting me at office..

never expect you will wait me at there..

i thought you at home...

and sorry for let you waiting me finish work only can met you..

sorry for keep you waiting..

at the moment, i also wish to see you very soon...

And thanks for buying me that cake..

i love that, finish all le ..

nice and sweet :)

And 1 more surprise for babe is the Lomo keychain :)

hope babe will like it much...

and very god bless lucky today get the post,

if not i also can't give that present to my babe at the right time..

on the way back, 

my heart is smiling, i fa qiao d that moment...

babe seriously today i'm very happy,

sweet that have you with me..

I Love You my Baby Crystal ... 

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今天的我们，好开心。

因为看见你那甜甜的笑容，甜甜的笑声，我的心好开心。

也为你开心。

今天你的工作遇到困难，

而我当然是不忍心看见你那么的辛苦，就能帮的我一定帮你。

普通的事，我一定为你帮的来。

那时候的我，心酸酸的。

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过后，

也送了你一个娃娃，暂时还没有名字，

所以就叫着发侨人吧，等宝贝给它完美的名字。

这是我们一个月的日子在一起的礼物，

虽然只差那一天，可是明天十二点正，见不到你啊。

所以，趁我们一起的时间，送你了。

希望你会喜欢哦。

 *刚才它告诉我，它好想mummy哦，

过后我就这样一直抱着它，驾车回家哦。

 发侨人想念你哦。

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今午的我，

走街为了买我的新鞋，而我没想到会那么舍得买这双鞋。

价钱出乎我预料@@

过后也买了"oh ha mi sua" 给宝贝。

　因为宝贝知道我在One U 走街，所以买给她吃哦。

　加上我也没吃，去到Kay才吃。

嘻嘻。

宝贝弄给我的名字 :)

谢谢你宝贝。

　宝贝你要好好照顾自己，

因为手又割到，腰痛。

　Dear 会担心的哦。

　好了，Dear要睡了。

　晚安哦，会一直的想你。

Z&C的故事(15)

今天的我过得好开心哦，

谢谢宝贝晚上陪了我，也一起去看戏，吃晚饭。

虽然上午的你正在忙 :)

可是以后你出去的时候，放点零食在你的手袋里吧。

不然饿坏你的，我不希望你饿肚子的。

如果Dear在，不会让你饿肚子的。

上午的我，

一个吃饭，一个人打机，一个人上网，洗车，然后与爸吃晚饭。

也一直想着你。

一直到和你一起。

去了Silver Spoon享用晚餐,还不错的环境。

可以推荐你们去一去吃一吃。

过后就去了看恋爱通告

蛮有意义的一部戏，

　lee Hom 好棒。

蝴蝶眨几次

眼睛才学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星

但几个会落地
 

一辈子有多少次叹息

遇见你我无法呼吸

这都是你不知道的事……
 

好喜欢那对白：除了你，我什么都看不见。

　到最后的却很感动当他用这句对白。

conclusion with 这部戏，就是好看。

　所以你们要多多支持这部戏哦。

此刻的我，好累了。

　不懂我的宝贝，要睡了吗？

我好想你哦

快快睡吧。

　

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Babe, Thanks from your lunch meal.

i'm eat til very full, and nice.

and i love the mocha ice blended too ^^

i'm guess that myself thinking too much..

Tired tired ...

but babe tired too,

later still wanna go gym session..

dunno she can wake up or not...

we're trying our best to improve our status..

i trust...

really trust...

seriously trust...

To my babe: 

no matter how busy am i, i will never stop to miss you..

every night, will see all ours pictures only fall to sleep..

and my soul always behind you... support you...

i know you are very tough girl, i hope my support can bring you more stronger,stronger and more stronger and extremely stronger :)

To myself:

lately found out myself my working performance not really satisfied,

i having enough of shit from early of the month,

is seem like getting haunted.

No Mistake! No Errors! No careless!

that i wanna achieve... 

GOOD luck to myself and my babe too...

黑白

You don't have to worry about when i am in the farthest place..
cause even if i am far from you, my heart is always near for you !

 I should learn that :)

 

方大同 - 黑白

 

傻起來　邊走邊唱
睏起來　你躺在芙蓉鎮上
世界不再　你依然在站台
走了依然會回來　揚起塵埃　都變成一種黑白

你是我愛的女孩　最愛的女孩
帶我到溫柔的默片時代
你那白的裙擺　那黑的劉海
教我說美麗的一句對白
當時一瞇眼一揚眉一樣期待
卻等不到後來　只等你重頭再來

艷陽天　為你張開
手中的藍風箏　也為你搖和擺
世界不再　你依然在站台
走了依然會回來　揚起塵埃　都變成一種黑白

你是我愛的女孩　最愛的女孩
帶我到溫柔的默片時代
你那白的裙擺　那黑的劉海
教我說美麗的一句對白
當時一瞇眼一揚眉一樣期待
卻等不到後來　只等你重頭再來

才發現我的喜怒哀樂應猶在
都為了你的素臉朱顏不會改
從你的馬路再走回來　二月再淌回來　世界再逆轉過來
是否現在越無奈　過去越實在　難道回憶是為了明白

你是我愛的女孩　最愛的女孩
帶我到溫柔的默片時代
你那白的裙擺　那黑的劉海
教我說美麗的一句對白
當時一幕幕一幕幕一樣精彩
都等不到後來　只等你重頭再來
到雙鬢都斑白　也等你重頭再來

我愛的女孩　快回來　回來
快回來　我愛的女孩　快回來
快回來　我愛的女孩　快回來
快回來　快回來

沉默

今天的我，

　输给了自己....但我依然会坚持下去。

　现在的我，

只想安静的去思考，我的一切完全被你猜透了。

　我认了....

但，我希望你明白我的用意。

　

　爱，是用心去感应...

 我明白了...

我的心，已经沉默了......

沉默的泪..... 

　对不起，谢谢。

Z&C的故事(13)

Spent my time with my babe..

she tired and sleep..

her sleeping face was cute and sweet..

not as her said like ugly la... is sweet babe...

just a very short post here..

babe said me is fa qiao ren..

but nvm because i admit myself is fa qiao ren..

babe is funny :)

I'm your fa qiao ren, but in my heart i'm your ai ren..

I Miss you babe..

have a nice sleep with ugly ugly ya..

sleep tight babe..

gambateh for tomorrow..

Dear also tired le, exhausted for just now futsal session..

boommmmmmm... sleep..

Z&C的故事(12)

Today have a outing with my lovely babe.

Although today quite a bit late for going out for our lunch,

but we still enjoy our dating session..

dun worry babe.. as long with you together, i'm feel very happy.

so decided going to Pavilion for movie session,

and babe need to go for shopping as well..

our movie session - S A L T

Angelina Jolie is cool..

should have the part 2...

so after movie, shopping with babe

...

giving babe opinion for her new dress...

babe actually flower dress is look great :)

dear love to see you wear if you interested to buy it.

at the moment, i very like that fossil watch...

too bad din have the image.. i just know is black color,simple and nice..

hmm dunno when can i really get it... 

 By the way i look great in this pic :P

of course my babe too,

I love you, my babe,

everytime i going out with you, i very appreciate the moment with you..

and now you're back to my side,

see you resting,is was really sweet when you sleeping..

of course we do share a lots of moment that you having with your friends,

i can feel that, you have a great friends, and have a great gathering just now.

of course,

although dear was alone here when you're not around,

my heart never stop to missing you...

my lovely Crystal babe..

Heart you deeply...

You Bastard!

When you gonna stop your foolish way?

When you gonna stop your childish act?

So what you are the Manager?

That mean can bully your staff?

You 're such a big idiot! 

totally no brain..mother fucker you!

Do you know my babe eat so much pain, because of you! you bastard!

redo redo and redo! and she follow everything follow what you have order..

but at last 1 redo, cause her lack of rest, tension!

Do you have humanities?

Fuck you!

My anger is get burnt! you Bastard!

Babe, i feel so sad heard that you gonna redo your paperwork again. 

I know not much i can do for you, i only can at your side support you,

dear know you're tough, dear blessing you always...

and trust babe won't let dear worried much because of your working life.

Dear believe you can overcome of it.. 

Dear fully support you..101%

I will promise to myself, i won't let you worried..

i will take good care of myself.

Love you babe

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正在忙中的你，还好吗？

　今天的我，好想你。

　好好照顾自己。

说了再见

周杰伦 - 说了再见
 

天亮了 雨下了 你走了

清楚了 我爱的 遗失了

落叶飘在湖面上睡着了

想要放 放不掉 泪在飘

你看看 你看看 看不到

我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到

我不能就这样失去你的微笑

口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到

若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见 才发现再也见不到

能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉

说好陪我到老 又狠往哪里走

再次拥抱一分一秒都好

天亮了 雨下了 你走了

清楚了 我爱的 遗失了

落叶飘在湖面上睡着了

想要放 放不掉 泪在飘

你看看 你看看 看不到

我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到

我不能就这样失去你的微笑

口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到

若角色对调你说好不好

你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕

我的手 忘不了 你手的温度

心碎了一地 捡不回从前的心跳

伤心过去我无力逃跑

说再见 才发现再也见不到

能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉

说好陪我到老 又狠往那里走

再次拥抱一分一秒都好

最近都一直重复听这首歌，

　就觉得好听，

　

　听完了的感受好多，

　那就是珍惜。

　

August

Finally August is come, my work did give us half year bonus,

and so far quite satisfied on it, but if got increment, the more i happy, 

just a little slight disappointed. 

By the way, just hope everything easy go easy come, do things also smooth smooth.

But, recently working at night feel a bit stress up, tension. A lots of task need to do, 

+ need to observe around colleague doing what while working, if those senior not around here.

Anyway so far, every people is hardworking, but only 1 person that i hate most,

never respect us while working, never follow instruction to work. 

Fxck up on him, this kind of person can stay at here working de meh?

he come here working like passing his playing time in office.

fine! we will just do back what should do at here, you no do your work, i back up. That normal to me.

And yesterday another one of my colleague, on the phone while working slowly become quarrel, suddenly talk very loud, like nobody dunno what happen on both of you, you and your girlfriend not young already, still want because of a little small matter quarrel ah? but we already used to it since you working here is just less than me 3 or 4 months.

So back to my babe,

recently she also quite mess up on her working life and her family life.

I can't do anything :( feel so sad and painful to see her having this kind of tiring life.

but what can i do is....

Lend my ears to you, listen your frustration peacefully,

Lend my shoulder to you, lying on it.

Lend my hands to you, giving you warm & caring hug.

I hope my appear can calm down your frustration,

and you did talk a lots bout your working status,

How did your manager treat you, to me i really can't accept he treat you like this!

He is totally sucks! 

Anyway no matter how, dear always with you,

my soul always with your heart, 

my soul always support you!

I trust you babe, you are tough! 

Never fall down... !!

By the way, just share with me your things whenever you in down and frustration.

Your dear always with you let you frustrate and talk.

Dear Love you,

Chill Babe...